I'm 23 now! 22 was a heck of a year, and I'm glad it has passed. I'm just sitting in bed doing my normal routine of research, web surfing and Facebook. I started thinking that it feels like I don't have anything wrong with me. I then have to remind myself that I am one of the millions of people fighting cancer. This brings me to do more research on cancer, reading others testimonies and experiences. These testimonies are from both the patients and the people around them.
As good as my life has been the past six months, losing the extra weight, getting fit, going on vacations and spending time with family and friends; it is always a kick in the head when I read about these testimonies. They bring me down and make me feel depressed. I hate that one day it is likely I will be dead due to cancer. I have hardly started on this adventure and life is already telling me," hey you are quitting early". It is like playing a video game and your character decides to just lay down and a game over screen appears , no restarts and re-do. One thing that comforts me is my belief in something greater.
A little thought I have been playing with was thinking about what we are made of. We are made up of more atoms than stars in the sky. google the numbers , they are ridiculous. All these atoms come together to form molecules, which create the cells of our body, which create you. There will probably never be that same combination of atoms ever again(i mean like 1:10^70 ...just an estimate). Just think, second from second you are a brand new being with a combination of atoms never combined before, you are pretty special and miraculous.
Well back to my current feelings. My worst feeling is when I think about those who are close to me in their daily lives, and how they will function once I am gone. I worry too much about others, and I think too much...I've been told those are two of my worst and best traits. In all honesty their is nothing I can do for them past what I am doing now, enjoying life with them each day.
It really should be a mantra for people anyway, live and love as if you had no tomorrow. The future is not guaranteed for any of us, so get busy living.
Life update.
Went skiing in Alabama
Started another semester and I am doing exceptionally well
will be attending 3 concerts this year ( more if I can afford it)-Needtobreathe, def leppard/styx , Foo fighters!)
Tennis skills are still improving
Cheated on the diet for my birthday with an amazing cake, but am back on the wagon again.
Lots to be thankful for.
I feel like quoting a friend who is also going though this battle and has been great support for me.
"I can do hard things"
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