As of 7/26 I am complete with this round of radiation. It
was a 32 treatment plan and lasted about six weeks. It’s been about two months
now since I was diagnosed with cancer. It has been a very hard time
transitioning from a normal life style, filled with a lack of consequences and
wondering what and where I'm going next
Friday night to a life style where everything is questioned. Will this diet
work, is this treatment helpful, what will my quality of life be in 2,6, or 12
months. They are thoughts that I commented in my last post that make you
anxious. I try not to think about them too much.
THE MACHINE (it's rad) |
With radiation completed, we play a bit of a waiting game. I
have my next MRI in six weeks, and from there we will see what the next plan of
action will be taken. Pray for some shrinkage, which I feel like it has, since
I lost most of the symptoms. As I have
been saying, it’s all a craps game from here, I could get lucky and have this
thing go dormant for a while. As statistically rare as this cancer is in my age
group maybe the odds are in my favor,(little hunger games reference). And if
that’s the case, should I go buy a lottery ticket while my family vacations to
Florida and use these incredible odds for some kind of beneficial gain? Maybe
run a casino out of business? Eh, why not. Well, keep your eyes on the news for
updates on that, should be national news. Hey, I could donate the winnings to
research of this crappy cancer. Call it
craps for cancer.
My thoughts on radiation. It really wasn’t that bad. The
experience was pretty easy, I would go to the radiation center every day at 3pm
and meet up with my radiation therapist Corey and Jessica, sometimes there would
be a third person, but usually just these two lovely ladies. I would be put on
a table and strapped down with a mask we made weeks earlier. I would lay there
for about 10 minutes and be bombarded with the glorified x-ray radiation. Then
it was done and I could go about my day. Though post radiation was usually
filled with fatigue so I would just go home and rest for the remainder of the
day.
Ms. Shannon and Ms. Kim |
The entire staff at Clearview Cancer Center is incredible
and I want to thank them in this post. Ms. Kim and Ms. Shannon always have a
smile on their face when I walked in for treatment. There positive attitudes in
spite of the gloom in a room full of cancer patients really helped brighten my
day. Jessica and Corey were always in high spirits as well, I am sure I will
miss them as part of my daily routine. The rest of the staff as well is always
there being supportive or offering a hello with an inspirational attitude.
Jess and Corey |
Finally I would like to think my Oncologist, Dr. Estopinal
and his staff for their continued support and treatment. He has been the man
who is spear heading my case, and has assured me that he is looking into every
lead. He has been nothing less than a blessing to my family and myself.
Hopefully I won’t be visiting Clearview for more treatments
any time soon, but the staff there did make my time enjoyable. Thank you to all the staff at
Clearview.
Next goal, get back to a better weight. I'm slowly being waned off the steroids that are giving me this danged moon face and makes me want to eat everything in sight.
Next goal, get back to a better weight. I'm slowly being waned off the steroids that are giving me this danged moon face and makes me want to eat everything in sight.
Ashlie, my wonderful LNP, she was really encouraging especially right after diagnosis. |
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